i am so so so so looking forward to church camp lor. so tired esp dis week... haikx. work so late.. wake so early. alrite. hmmph.. but @ the same time i wish it wouldn't pass by me so fast... oh man. lookin forward is such a nice and great feelin.. but i want it to come and never let it pass... i just wanna have church camp the whole life through! haikx.. very near liao.. just 7 days more. hahahha... and i'll be having a great great time..hahah. yepx.
yesterday went to Paramount Hotel to eat to celebrate dad's bdae. haha... the rock oyster was nice! i tried a small small one... then when i went baq to get more, all that was left was big humongous scary ones. so i didn't dare take it. hahah... looked so... slimy. hahah.. but tastes nice. alrite. yeps. then gave him the 20 bucks shirt i bought. it suited him nicely! hahah... he liked it alot. said he'll wear it to church dis sunday and tell everyone that his daughter bought it. haha.... crap lah..as usual. happy bdae dad.
been realli troubled since sunday... cor u know why. yepx. haikx.. that silly thought is still in my head. but less frequency lah. haha... haikx... guess i need alot more sleep b4 its totally gone. alrite. thankx cor. *are we there yet*puck!* hahahha.. farniest lor. kk.
gonna sleep early tonite! cant take it man. kk. and today SPA ... gosh lor. i made a huge mistake ... so silly. i used a knife to get the potato cubes out of the beaker of h2o. goodness!!!! alrite. blush blush.
church camp! here i come!... hahhahahah.... alrite. tired girl here. gdnitez all.

looks like blogging has become a once a week thingy for me now. well.. hafta bear with it for another 2 years. currently i'm dying. struggling to survive. haikx. finally our PW is making a little significant progress. yupx.... our 4th draft liao. hope she accepts it.
alrite...today went sch for chem and bio test. gdness lor. i had such a bad time studying last nite. studied till like 12 plus... then dunno how come i fell asleep then woke up again at 1am. cldn't take it and just went to sleep... at that time i still had 3 chapters not touched! so... haixk.... wadeva. took bio test... was so-so. then took chem test... and believe it or not... they didn't give us the periodic table. gosh.
then after that went home... then left again 15 minutes later.. met cor at sunwillset.. hahahhaha..... yupx.. cor was a lil late.. then we lined up for troy... but by the time it reached us, NO MORE TIX! fine... cor was so pissed. hahha... so we watched shrek 2. was so farni can... cor and i were just sitting there laughing our ding dang dong dengs away lor... silly donkey... innocent puss... bwahahhahha.... so super cute. haha... had a very fun time i must say. at least get to destress a little... else i'll reali go mad.
then went this fashion... and cor said she wanted to look for a mini skirt for me. bwahhaha.... kk. then went raffles shopping centre... into manhong's shop ... hahaha... she looks so diff wif her long hair. hahahha.... yupx... then went robinsons... bought dad a bdae prezzie. hope it fits and he likes it.
the song in hillsongs london is realli nice.. yupx...
Centre Of My Life
let my walk speak loud, and my words be true
let my life be whole, with my eyes on u
Lord i'm stepping out, from the comfort zone
letting go of me, holding on to u

freedom comes, when i call you Lord
you are Lord, my God

you are the centre of it all
the universe declares in awe
your majesty, i surrender all
i make you the centre of my life
Lord i respond with all i am
you placed in me the song of heaven's melody
your majesty, i live to sing your song

and the song below... goes out to one particular person....
before the world began
you were on his mind
and every tear u cry
is precious in his eyes
because of his great love
he gave his onli Son
everything was done
so you would come

gosh.... not online for a week now. was such a tiring week. and was rather afraid of goin online too. cos once when i went online porn came pop-a-popping out on me. right into my eyes man. just... gosh... horrid sicko things. kk. dis week is just so depressing lor. [thks cor for being there]
PW proposal 2nd draft got rejected... even worse than the first one. haikx... horrible PW. for what???? its just so stressful lor. shant go into details here... wait someone chance upon my blog then i'm dead. haikx... and was so bz the whole week. oh well.
today had maths test on trigo, sigma and coordinate geo... was such a failure man. i will onli pass if i get all i did correct.. which is totally NOT possible cos 1+1 is not = 1. yes i made that stupid mistake!!!!!! cant believe it. haikx... so careless. i'm gonna get single digit. like every qn i attempt is wrong. totally. sorry mr kkk. haikx....... help.
and today i heard from leon that mr ling kin yew is gonna teach @ MJC! oh man... hahahhahah.... hope he doesn't teach me GP. cos our GP teacher now is a relief one... gosh. then i'll see him like... everyday. oh man.
next week will b even worse than this week. got so many things to do... silly proposal 3rd draft... and sat got 2 test okay. chem and BIO. i'm just so dead for everything lor. haikx.... A levels just sap the life outta me.
alrite...really tired now. wanna go rest... die... havent touched any hw yet. alrite.... God please help me for another week.... and the week ahead... and the..
u finally replied
but i knew for sure
we could never be the same
not ever

to deb.. haha... good to know u're okay. was realli worried for ya. take care...

haikx.... tink com's got virus AGAIN. sure lor. and porn just popped up into my com and into my eyes. GROSS SICKO THINGGGGG!!!!!! haikx.... dun wanna go into details. oh man
aniwaes. tmr... a new week.... but it also means church camp is nearer! yeahx. hahaha.... but gotta go thru all those horrid lecture test and all... tink my maths is in serious trouble! haikx. hahha.
kkk.... all u peeps. all da best. and JILLIAN YUE! take care yeah.. i dun allow u to greet me next sunday wif such a sexy voice again! haha.... take care babe. xue... haha.... take it slow and steady... cor... thanx for accompanying me so many times.... ros... haha... stay pretty! yeahx. alrite. cya peeps.
lone audience in a world of love and agony....

whoosh! now another week has passed. haikx. real tired as usual. but tmr still gotta go sch for project work and got meet the parents. yupx. project work... is just so disappointing and so frustrating and ..... haikx... it just makes me wanna cry!
soooooooo lookin forward to church camp. dying here every day man. gosh. kk.
let me find you in the desert
till this sand is holy ground
and i am found completely surrendered
to you my Lord and friend

tmr gonna b monday... another sian week... help mi. now talking to yuyan via audio conversation in msn.. she's in aussie now... hahaha.... feel so much nearer her. yupx.... go yuyan! jia you... we shall jia you together... hahaha.. and meet on da bridge one day...
yesterday went to sentosa for family day organised by BMC... had a very fun time i must say... cor was there too. played water games blabla... and aunty deb and uncle fang soong.... just wanna be the funniest can... hahahha..... cor will know what i'm talking about. totally hilarious. laughed my head off. then after that went swimming in da sea wif dad adriel daniel and cor.. had such a fun time.. hahha.... bobbing arnd the waves... the salt water... the the ugly couple that refused to let go of each other's lips. they were just kissing and kissing and floating and floating lor.... cldn't stand it.. gosh... realli good lip stamina. kk.
then went home... and the rest of the fam went straight to bed cos they were so tired... and me... poor me... sat there studying doin maths. goodness. then after that went da jiu mu' hse for da jiu's farewell... he's goin london for like.... 2 years for business.... haikx.. gonna miss him alot. at first it was like normal gathering... wif laughter and all.... then when it came to the byebyes.... haikx... so "tearful" as adriel put it... yeah.... wont b seeing him for a long time. yupx... then went home... and they all went to sleep... and poor me again... sat there studying in the moonlight... gosh. then read "purpose driven life " then went sleep.... by that time was like... 12 plus liao. tired kitten lor. then today was on FL usherin duty... and did svc ushering again. rather fun. yeahx. then dis afternn cldn't take it... went to sleep for 1 hr plus... kk... i feel like i'm telling my life story.
gonna bathe and do work liaox.. God grant me strength for another day! another week! gonna have bio SPA dis weds.... die.
you are not completely happy here on earth... because it was meant not to be so.... for what can be seen will not last... but what is unseen will last forever....