for one, my msn's not working. ah! ohwells nevermind.

just started following singaporeidol last week. tonight, emilee's out. my next guess? either jay or jasmine. shan't talk more about this for fear of being sued.

ANIWAY. school's starting real soon and it still scares me! like i've told many people, the building itself scares me! like.. you are bound to get lost kinda feeling. the campus is rather... enorrrrmouss dont you think? well. matriculation day's next monday. gotta do many many things on monday! matriculate, collect my tertiary ezlink, check out the laptops. indeed. uni IS scary. all these things about bidding, modules blablabla argh.

yesterday, xueli & wenfeng (2/7 of the 7 wanderers) came over at about onepluspm. rented a dvd watched it together. the story's not bad indeed! but i just kinda dont like the ending? sigh! DAISY. aiwujian. and oh yes oh YES. the sniper assasin guy in there, totally cool when he's not doing anything, but when he smiles, oh gosh let's just say you'll hafta smile along with him! :):)

had piano lesson today, went to return DAISY, headed down with daniel (he had no school today in lieu of polling day) to cousin's house. the weather was terrible terrible was sweating from head to toenail. watched eightbelow. totally touching. and i haf great admiration for the leader of the pack. you can always tell which one is the leader. expression, mannerism, behaviour, conduct, wisdom, everything. the she-dog has my utmost respect.

gonna work tmr, they called for help.

people have started bugging for the postmissiontripreport. well! my msn is just not working so i can't ask people to write quotes to add in ARGH. this is just wrong. but i'll just have to start on the main body and if possible, i can always add that in later. but... how on earth do i start?? where? beginning? end?

off i go... to search for inspiration, for ideas. back to COSI, to cambodia, where a part of me will always lie.

out of the tooth springs forth wisdom

haha :) and so, my wisdom tooth is growing out on the left side. my gum was feeling so sore and irritating and it felt like it was exploding for the last... half a week. but today was the ultimate. omg. i had to down a whole bottle of mineral water to cool the thing. but since i wasn't so sure if it was REALLY the wisdom tooth growing, was a tweeny bit worried. then mom asked "you sure its the tooth growing and not infection ah". then started worrying abit, asked her if i should see dentist. then later on she looked in my mouth and yeah the white was pushing through the pink.
believe it ornot, i took 1hr15 mins to eat my macaroni dinner. cos could only place food at the right side of my mouth. and i'm having a mild mild fever.

headed down to nus today for medical checkup. thanks to songbrudder, i succesfully made my way down there :) alone! everything went fine except for the queueing of the x-ray thing. super long can? but i was finally done and took 19 mrt stops home. and applied for my tertiary ezlink too. and so, i'm 40.4kg hahhahah. and oh yah it was my first urine test. well, took pet's advise and wrapped my hand with toilet paper as if i'm going to a boxing ring.

i feel like wrapping myself in a blanket now!

sunday's FL anniversary was good haha. many people were involved. and the ushers did well! and OH YES. on sunday alone, we got 2 new recruitments! and boys at that! hahahha that totally made my day :) was so tired at the end of the day. and my feet were kinda hurting, after walking in heels for the most part of the day. it was so good to finally feel the ground. and after i came outta the bath, mom looked at me and commented "eh u not wearing heels already why still walking like you got heels on?" hahahha didn't feel it at all.

time is flying past. school?

why downcast, oh my soul?

today was a different day, different in the sense that i didn't walk daniel to school and come home to slack/watch lord of the rings. after walking daniel to school went home, continued reading, rested awhile, then headed for piano lesson. today was intensive sight-reading training. the whole 1hr10mins we were doing 4 difficult songs. supposed to be violin accompaniments for violin exams. twas tough, and i hate ledger lines.

i will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.

then met felicia at bugis. well there was some kinda miscommunication, and when i called to tell her i'd reached, she said she was alr at the station. and we realised. she was waiting for me at tampines mrt, not bugis. so i walked about first, and met her outside bossini. still couldn't find a suitable long-sleeve top for ushering.

You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted; you encourage them, and you listen to their cry, defending the fatherless and the oppressed, in order that man, who is of the earth, may terrify no more.

so we continued walking about the whole of bugis. saw a nice black one, but decided against buying in the end simply cos i was gonna wear black pants on sunday. the lady said it was on 20% offer today only, but you know what? both of us think she was just lying. continued walking, still couldn't find anything. felicia was getting hungry, so we settled for MOS.

to the Lord i cry aloud, and he answers me from his holy hill

then took mrt to city hall, raffles city shopping centre. checked out esprit. no, they didn't have my top again. sigh. went around, spotted a nice stripy one at robinsons. cheap too. but, it was just too big. giving up already, by then. walked around again, to no avail.

turn, o Lord, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love

fel was getting really tired. so took mrt back to tampines. headed for esprit to check confirm make sure they didn't have my top anymore. then I SAW IT. yellow, bright, caught my eye. and they had xs. all the while i thought it was 70 bucks. so even after i saw it i became hesitant. its a weird feeling, like you finally see it and then the price comes crashing down on you and you start doubting again. so we walked around somemore see if there was any cheaper ones. none. so i went back, tried it. and in the fitting room, to my delight, it was 59.90 not 69.90. and there was a red sticker there which said 30% discount. so in the end, i bought it.

i will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the LORD most high

9.30pm, and we headed home. she took bus, i walked. came home, and that's when it all started.

but you, o God, do see trouble and grief; you consider it to take it in hand.

sat in my chair writing my journal, looked out of the window. and just felt, well, sad.

i lie down and sleep; i wake again, because the Lord sustains me

i am terribly upset!
slept fitfully from 12 to 3am cos of my blocked nose, then rose to watch GERMANY vs italy. how could it ever happen? 2 goals in the last 3 minutes? hello?
2 goals in the last 3 minutes? i can't believe it!
after the match and all the shock, ballack stood there tearing for a moment, then went around to spur his team members on. ballack, you rock.
hey germany, well done :) you still rock.

okay. tonight, portugal vs france. dont support any, so no chance of disappointment tonight.
selene's staying over, then we're heading to the airport to see mother carol off + pass her our letters to the COSI kids. so tonight, it'll be writing, writing, and maybe watching soccer.

adios. and 3 cheers for germany, ballack, and klose.

okay, i'm sick sick sick. nice voice, cough, fever.

but still went shopping today for awhile. was a total failure. i went around the whole of tampines mall & century square scaring all the sales staff away with my super horsey voice. yes.

sent my dear friend off yesterday, to perth. teary goodbye for her, and a hard time controlling mine. well well... i know not what to say. but what i wanna say, i guess its already all in the letter.
when we got into the car to head back home, guess what song was playing. friends, by michael w smith. how timely eh? sigh. gracegoh & i, in the backseat, thankful for the darkness that covered our tears.

cos our hearts, in big and small ways
will keep the love that keeps us strong

hi friends

tis a lovely saturday. and i'm sitting here sucking my loll which has a suanmei in the middle of it :) hahha its nice.

SOCCER UPDATE!
ohmygoodness i love ballack and klose! oh klose oh ballack! last night's match was so so lah. argentina played really well i must admit. but heng ar, germany still won in the end. i was rooting for germany all the way :) great saves lehman!

slack day yesterday, activities started in the evening. got dressed, picked daniel, dad mom dan i headed down to suntec for superman returns :) free movie tix, free popcorn combo, free nachos combo, free thai dinner :)) yeah baby. movie started 815pm, lasted till 1045pm. during the movie my heart stopped quite a few times.. rather alot of shocking moments. not as action-packed as spiderman, but different. not to mention, superman is really quite suave (of cos only in his suit)

then rushed down to ivan's house for soccer. the rest (lukewarm hottie chaota dosius ivee ivor ivan ivan's mom) were all there. the match had alr started, but 0-0. then to my horror argentina kicked in a goal. i was terrified. and after awhile i said a short prayer and VOOM! the moment i ended my star of all times KLOSE kicked in a ball :) i was high. but in the midst of everyone, i seemed to be the only one rejoicing. they were all supporting arg see. yes.

match was so long. ivan sent us home. reached home 310am. slept at 4.00am. hahah. awoke 10. met lingnah at 1pm fish & co. then selene. then church for yam.

its sunday again tmr! oh how time flies.....