hey guys. hope all's fine and well wif u all :)

sigh. i finally passed my chem test after failing chem since the 2nd half of last year. thank God man. i'm sick of failing test after test. the As are just weeks away. date it starts - 8 nov. scary isn't it. but i'm just gonna do my best and not perform below what i'm capable of. the mugging heat is on.

God help me.

read this in 8 days:

FUN THINGS TO DO IN LIFTS

1. move a desk into the lift. wear a suit and sit at the desk. when the doors open, smile and say, "good morning. do you have an appointment?"

2. say "Ding!" at every floor.

3. use your phone camera to snap everyone who comes in, saying, "For my blog."

4. approach everyone inside and ask whether they've got life insurance.

5. make farting noises. then glare at someone and go, "Tsk!"

6. dress up like the devil. when people get in, smile and ask, "Going down?"

7. meow occasionally.

8. bring an empty bag into the lift. open it a little, and whisper into it, "Got enough air in there?"

HAHAHAHAH!!!!!! all these are so hilarious i tell u. when i read it i couldn't stop smiling and almost broke out in tearful laughter :D i feel like trying number 2 and 8. haha....

have a great week everyone :)

another friday has come!! oh well. how fast the week flies. which means... prelims are nearer. sigh. did realli badly for mid years. the week has made me all tired out. my eyes are shutting down on me.. realli. gonna sleep realli early tonite.

driel's got the shingles... rather scary i must say... get well soon boy take care. you must be yearning for sleep!!

nth much happened during the week i guess. nothing but school school and more school. went out for dinner tonite and had a good time ;) a good way to end a week i guess...

got like.. 2 tests next week. both chem. i tink. i'm all mixed up argh. gotta study. but what's the use when the results don't show a least bit that u studied?? ahh. feel so stupid man really.

oh yah i just remembered. went to send lin off at the airport on sunday.. gosh it was so so sad to see her leave... like... walking alone away from all o us. realli brave she is. sigh mayb God has better plans for her there. but she'll come back to visit! she promised. haha. we peeps just stood there crying for a few moments and slowly walk away. lin can't be reading this but ... my dear CGL and friend... thanks for everything really. you're realli great in so many ways!! everyone's missing u alr and class is not gonna be the same without you... tho you were only here for 2.5 years. i'll miss your smile.. walking you down to ur seat .. and everything else :) love ya lin!! after lin left.. tim cor and i went popeye's to get food.. and settled at the airplane gallery to eat. after dinner tim went home... and cor & i went back to watch de aeroplanes. read her blog. but hahaha..... realli laughed alot that night lah. i was kinda high.. while she was on mount everest. oh well!

okay i'm gonna go to sleep asap and wake up tmr hoping that i'll haf another fruitful day :)

wooha! sch ended early today. 1230. so off we trotted to tm (jiawei jas me myra xueli mengyang) to watch INITIAL D!! okay i'm a lil high now. gosh all the screeching was irritating my ears but the show is nice :) and jay. oh gosh didn't know he could look so cute. esp when he races wif his right elbow resting against the window. and when he cried at the last part... whoa... he cried like a small boyish man!! rubbing his eyes and all. edison. he's got da racing look lah. haha. everyone was so high after de show. esp xueli *heheh*

sidetrack: london got it. 2012. i knew it!! and channelnewsasia is having technical difficulties haha how often do u get that.

cna person:catherine (london correspondent) please come in can u hear me?
-catherine stares.. but doesn't speak.. pressing her earpiece nearer into her earhole-
cna person: very sorry we're having some technical difficulties we'll get back to her soon... moving on...

okay. got some results back. mid year exams. terrible can?! wah. okay dunch wanna elaborate lah!

if you suddenly feel lonely in a crowd of people who r supposedly your friends... just walk away.. turn around and walk away.

i miss the kind of fellowship we use to haf. realli. when we had it everyone was so envious of us. and somehow everything's changed. when i looked at them that moment.. i suddenly longed for that kind of relationships again. where u know you can be yourself. where there's nothing to hide. nothing to be afraid of. because the people next to you and around you... are people u can just grab and hug and cry with. and you're not the least bit worried about anything. but maybe it was because we didn't treasure the bonds we had. now... we look at each other and all there is to ask is.. how's school? we've all gone our separate ways and some never to come back. if i bump into you on the streets one day... it probably just be a hi and in a moment we're off again. is this what it should be?

i miss the times.

alright man! exams are finally over. 1 month of mugging... all for this one week that has juz passed. finally... it was over at 0930 hrs when the examiner said pens down no more writing. yeah man. but the results? haha.... dont wanna think abt it... mayb its cos i kinda know what i'll get lah. FFF?

so sorry u people out there... for not updating... and making at a loss as to what's happening in my life since 2 weeks ago. yup! hmm.... i guess nth much lar. just mugging... and studying...

sidetrack: its friday night again. and... the neighbour's having their weekly mahjong session that'll last till 1am. can hear all the shuffling .... sigh.. can even hear from void deck!

tmr's FL anniversary :) very happy anniversary to Frontliners man! yeah... and is it the first where we'll not be celebrating it with judy? haha.. i guess she's having a great and enriching time over there. gosh i'm having difficulty thinking what to write... mayb becos too long nv blog. erm...

monday's youth day!! happy youth day peeps :) planning to go sentosa wif frens... haha.. yeah... after *ahem*kept "persuading me"... haha... finally can let loose a lil after de exam... but its not As so... argh. i cant wait to finish jc and finish the As off. ah.

on monday morn was leaving the hse wif daddy.. he was gonna fetch me to school. 0645 in da morning... sleepy o me. i stood there at de corridor waiting for daddy to lock up.. facing the opposite block. and all of a sudden 2 guys at the 5th floor comes out of their house. one wearing meridian uniform. his back was facing me.. he was locking up too. then he turned arnd. AH! junjie!! as if a reflex action.. i immediately took a step back in shock... in case he saw me.. haha i was totally... ohmygoodness. how coincidental lah! right.

on weds didn't haf paper. so stayed home studying.. but danny woke me up so early in da morn. 0815 he came to my bed and ask me wake up. then he laid down beside me... and started playing w my alarm clock... (what he usually does to irritate me when he wants me outta bed).. told him i'll wake up at 0845 and he went off. woke up. made my fabulous half-boiled eggs for both o us. after awhile made instant noodles for both o us and then walked him to school. i'm good right :) hahhah... jus kiddin. anyway that's prob gonna be my routine next year after my As. yup.

currently only danny & i at home. driel's @ worship prac for tmr... dad and mom there for masterlife i tink. oh well.

first day of july. the first day of the 2nd half of the year. eeks.

S A F E I N A C R A Z Y W O R L D
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo

I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms
I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek