our conversations have been extraordinary. and its amazing, how in Christ there can be love so full. God's love in us, reaching out to each other.

i was voicing my frustrations to her, about the whole jobhunt thing and how i was just so tired of everyone around me asking like it was the only thing that mattered in my life. i was tired of filling in the same kind of forms over and over again, and just not knowing when its all gonna end. and amidst the conversation, she suddenly wrote:

"i will start fasting for you from tomorrow on
don't know how long yet
but i'll start tomorrow."

me:
"WHAT? DON'T EAT?"

her:
"hahahah not a big thing for me.
God put it on my heart just now :)"

i tried to convince her NOT do it, but she was insistent.

her:
"i'm so happy to do that for God and for you :)
please don't stop me.
i know God will answer us
He gonna do something after that
just wait and see OK?"

and so she made me cry. yeah she has been making me cry. terrible.

and just when i thought fasting&praying was a habit/usual thing for her, she shocks me again.

"in all my life i did it 1 time (and that was after a personal heartbreaking incident)
but, after that just this time that God put in my heart again
for who I love :)
God will see our heart."


and this is her.

















what do you say in situations like these? i just wanted to give her a BIGHUG, but we're separated by space so ohwells.

this friendship runs deep. thanks be to God, because all good things come from Him.



psalm 26:13-14
i am still confident of this: i will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

more than words

the past 2 weeks have been awesome. i didn't expect myself to come to love them so much, and when i first received news that I was taking thailand and scanned through the namelist, i felt zero connection. but God has His plans, and i gained 13 new friends, 2 of whom became the big sisters i never had and will never have.

i never thought it was possible, that i could cry saying goodbye to people i've only known for 2 weeks, but i did. on the last night when they each took turns to appreciate charbao & i, jame started crying and man the chain of tears started.

but as she said, its just the beginning.

原來﹐ 对着那小白人等待是那么辛苦的。

dad asked me to clear a memory card from an old camera and look what i found :):)

oh, to be loved.

watching vids from ICYC really bring back the life/atmosphere/memories! because sometimes, you accidentally capture something in the background, or something else you didn't mean to capture appears and it becomes like real-life again.

prayers in cantonese, african songs, psalm 23 in chinese, miss all of them!