its the time of the year again! :)

when the weather's nice. when you know that it'll rain tomorrow if it doesn't today. when 11am looks like 6pm. when the aircon needn't be used. when the radio plays chrismassy songs. when everyone is meeting to discuss about camps. when the tree is up. when malls are flooded with people and decor. when people head off for camps. when you start thinking about the people you gotta get prezzies for. e t c e t c e t c

i love every bit of it!

BUT

i'm not there yet. while everyone is away at vbc helping out, this is the first year i can't! while bro is having a sleepover, i'm mugging! while other bro is playing away at cousins' house, i'm studying! alone at home, studying! 2 more papers. and come monday 7pm, i can immerse myself in the mood :) :)

for now, literature, and history. literature, and history.

the muggggggging spirit is on

but before that, just got an email from the lecturer saying we got an A+ for our group project! the one where i only slept 2 hours for. well the makeup of the group played the major-est part. 2 honours student, one yr 3 and one yr 2. :)

thank you Lord! :)

alright. muggggggg

i foresee another 2 nights of romanticism with school work, watching the sunrise together.

the test is due on friday, and they gave us the question on tuesday 6pm. now, what is the test about?

they quoted 6 quotes from 11 of our readings. and we are to locate them in the readings and write about 150-200 words about each quote. now, each reading has something like thousands of sentences. you go figure. and this test is 20%.

well done. i really, really wonder how i'm gonna complete it.

how/where shall i start. haha this syndrome always comes when i stop blogging for a short while.

to begin with, i slept 2 hours last night! 130am to 330am. before and after... was working on my cultural studies project. as i told some people, i had a romantic time with my project, watching the sunrise together :) one moment its all dark, the next the sun's up. it happens all so fast. finished my project & uploaded it at 710am, afterwhich i headed for church. decided to take bus & let dad sleep.

walking the usual path, suddenly a thought crossed. this is the time selene usually goes too. i looked left and there, some 40m away there she was walking & messaging. so went church tog. ashok boarded the bus one stop after us haha.

surprisingly i wasn't DEAD tired in church today, tho everything was slowmo. then came home, the moment i laid on daniel's bed, ZOOM i was off to dreamland. got woken up a few minutes later by dan practising piano. got up, changed, and slept on my own bed :) a good 2.5 hours!

daniel got his idol magazine back, with all the idols' signatures and messages. haha well... my piano teacher teaches someone who is directly linked to an idol so yes. its prob his most precious possession now!

the heat is on. SIGH. this year can't help out in preschool vbc cos its right smack in the mid of exams. but i'm playing for a coupla worship sessions at jyc.. which reminds me. i gotta get back to nat!

today i received a really touching letter from a special friend :)

alright read read read read READINGS read read read.

alright! just completed my lit essay, 1000 words. *yawns
just gotta check through it and make sure its okay... at another sitting. its 2am now!

my desk is papers, papers, pens, papers, papers, more papers! ohwell. i'm becoming so messy man. aniwaes... today lesson was from 9-12pm, then headed home. technically, i wasted my time travelling up and down. just yesterday, i was delighted that we were gonna watch a film. lost highway. so i told myself i must go today no matter how tired i am.

and so i went. to my horror. lost highway is totally NOT MY KIND AT ALL. the first 20 minutes were okay. after that, i couldn't take it and left the LT. ate my bun and went to central library to do more productive stuff. why couldn't i stand the movie? well. i just suddenly felt weak & sickly and i knew i couldn't continue watching it.

all at once, i felt
1. a headache
2. nauseous
3. like throwing up
4. like fainting

in essence, my body totally didn't agree at all. everything in the show was so ominous. and i had the immediate feeling... that something spiritual was going on. it was so terrible. really... and this is the first time i've felt like that.

borrowed a book on the 2 world wars, photocopied stuff. went home. ate lunch, and i just fell asleep. which is why i can still be awake now. ohwells. tmr's my free day so its not too bad.

a good feeling to haf finished my essay! yaaye :)