right. i know not where to start. on a lighter note...

i finished reading a book in 2 days. not realli wow but .. okay. its called by the river piedra, i sat down and wept. realli good book.. yeah. onto another book now. the alchemist.

GP. last term mr lee told the class that his passing mark for our essays is 28 marks. and so we wrote our first essay to him... had 1 to 1 consultation with him... and from there he said he'll raise some of our passing marks. (btw those who got below the passing mark would have to write 2nd 3rd drafts etc till they passed) yup. so for that first essay i got a 30. and this term he announced.. " okay i'm gonna raise some of your passing marks.. these people.. your passing mark is now 30. tiffany.. sophie... joel, chung chi. " sophie?! ahhh!!!! that means i'll hafta rewrite essays !! like.. oh no! hmph. then today got back our block test essay. and i got a 29. cos i din write the OV properly. 29. 29. 29. thanks man. so i gotta rewrite. just finished rewriting it before dinner. thanks mr lee.

and now onto the block test results. wow. dont die kay? they're sucky. downright sucky. the only thing i can b happy about is that i got a B for maths. well B might seem like.. she calls this good?! to you but i worked for it and i got it. its the 1 and only subject that i reached my target. was aiming Es for all. i gotta work harder at everything. B in block test doesn't mean a B in A lvls. keep goin sophie.

chem. F. alarming % failed. but that's no reason for me to fail. argh. terrible results. i've got to work triply hard for chem. HOD scolded us realli badly. realli badly the whole LT was utterly silent. what are the majority of u getting? F! F! F FOR FAILURES! got scolded for our bad work attitude. that's the thing i agree with. compared with our seniors, our work attitude sucks.

bio. AO. missed a mark to E. but so what. its still not an A lvl pass. gotta work doubly hard for bio. HOD scolded us too.

all the teachers warned us of a rough ride from now on. no more slacking unless u choose to do so. we're gonna get grilled head down. so i'm enjoying the remnants of this week.. before i start feeling tired to death next week on. life will be tough.

last day of march. how fast. 3 months have passed without me knowing it. time is flying.

when the oceans rise
and thunders roar
i will soar with you
above the storm

it was a good 3 day break from work. from not mugging the whole day. cant imagine how i'll be when (if) i'm in uni. i'll probably just die.

went for easter sunrise service today. having a service at the beach.. once a year affair. must drag myself outta bed no matter what. and had fun there. after the service fellowshipped with friends. played wif daniel. was happy. but it was hard. ignorance is not bliss.

couldn't go for x games... couldn't join antioch at mac after sunrise. why? playing kb for CM. it went rather okay lah. still haf loads of room to improve.

tmr.. back to school. probably will get scoldings by teachers and all.. "what am i marking? i'm marking rubbish?!" wateva. your subject is not the only subj i take. gotta pace myself. and push. push. help.

life is never fair
it'll be hard
but i'll do it anyway
cry

BLOCK TEST OVER!!!!!!!

but it was damn bad. like oh my goodness. thought chem should do the best but oh my goodness. its the worse i tink. argh. bio was horrible too.

went for maundy thursday service tonite. felt led to go and gosh now i know why GOd wanted me to go. they showed the passion of christ n i was like. sigh. how could any human be so cruel to laugh and mock at someone hu was hurting? thoughts flowed... the crown of thorns. the hammering of nails. the blood that covered his face. and body. and strips of lashes. but it was all accomplished when He said. father... into your hands i commend my spirit...

the clock just struck. its good friday. jesus died. for me. and you.

i'm not feeling good. i'm tired. it's driving me crazy. living a life like this.
wake up
study
breakfast
study
lunch
study
dinner
9pm show
study
sleep

do this for a week. i'm coming to the end of the third day. dont ever for a moment think that i'm a mugger. i lost touch wif so many j1 topics esp maths, i gotta re-read the notes and start from square one. its not fun. 8 more months to go. survive? or not. i feel so stupid.

my right side is feeling pain. argh. got school tmr from 8 to 12. how on earth can i finish studying. my eating regularities (?) are all haywire now. today breakfast. maggi mee goreng. branch. mee pok. dinner. biscuits and mee chiang kueh.

and you. you dont affect me any longer.

its sweltering hot.

rage, rage, against the dying of the light

bad week

i need the strength
i need the determination
i need the drive
i need the willpower
to keep me going
till the end.

rage, rage, against the dying of the light

nearly all da peeps i know did realli well for Os. congrats man ;) my dear dear junior got 7. wow. and many others got brilliant results. to those hu dint get what they hope for: dont b too discouraged yeah? God has plans for ur life. con't to strive hard in wadeva u do *hug*

tmr. 1415 hrs. the release of chinese A level results. dun expect much lah. but i realli wonder what i'll be feelin the tmr of next year. shall i be sobbing in sorrow or crying tears of joy? i dont know. i realli dont.

got back organic chem test paper. did super horribly lor. and worse still. THOSE PEOPLE ... in their whimps n fancies decide to place everyone's marks n rankings on the chem notice board for all to see. tho' i'm not in da last sheet of paper its still bad bad bad. those tests that i do realli well they decide not to put it up. and those where i do horribly they wanna put it up. coincidental eh?!?

had GP block test ytd. gonna get back paper tmr. maths test paper coming back tmr too. chinese A lvl too. i'll prob feel so so rotten tmr and over the weekend. and 2nd organic chem test is on tuesday. sigh.

-one day i'll fly away-
-leave all these to yesterday-