today was youth emphasis sunday. yeah... haha. ushered wif 4 other BB guys. hmm. nat invited her friends and guess wat.. michelle was one of them. we were like... cant recognize each other lah. haha... oh wellx. my peer support senior. :) i was supposed to usher for 5pm too.. but thank you joanne help me gao dim. haha.
hmm... went home so tired slept from 230 till 4pm. then woke up studied till 830 wif a 15 bath break in between. sigh. i fear the day when i'll have to start my entry like this...

"my worst dream has come true.
i've been kicked out of school"

sigh.

yest was in church studying at FL cafe. haha. hmm... then went dinner at long john wif selene. halfway during dinner i just felt so horrible inside. looked at da food and felt like puking. my goodness. so sudden. i was so sure i was gonna throw up lah... and worse still... my dmn choir juniors were there lah. gosh. then we walked out.. she offered to send me to abby's hse but i said it was okay. everyone was still at church so went there.. then later walked to abby's hse. had meeting.. then abby came to me asked me if i needed anithing. i was like.. oh.. you know ah.. haha.

*thank you selene and abby for being so sweet*HUGS*

tmr. new school week.
i'm scared.

woke up real late today. haha... had a good sleep last nite after a long time. :) oh wellx. yest was in sch doin pw until 715.. then went church study cum wait for dad n mom till like.. 1050 lah. wah.. at 1015 i tak boleh tahan and fell asleep for 15mins. came home.. bathe.. studied till 1230 then go sleep. today goin church study again. but i dun exactly see the point of studying so hard lah.. like i said earlier mj is all out to kill us for promos.. so.. study or no study wont make much of a diff .. = FAIL PROMOS=

jesus.. we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face
your power and grace
behold you as you realli are
brighter than... all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise

hmm... where shall i start. today had chem test. horrible lah. sigh. so many dunnoe. plus the paper's not that hard lah. u know why? cos promo is gonna b a killer. that's why the teachers had to give us this test to pull our marks up. its the same for all the other subjects. we had easy papers for the last tests. so for the first time i passed maths. i realli dunno how i'm gonna pass promos lah. seriously. if MJ wants to kill us all like that.. sigh. i got nothing to say.
and PW rocks okay. today we got back our WR 2nd draft. and it was like... the entire report was flowing wif red ink. we have to redo so much lah. and the first draft.. she didn't haf time to properly go thru it so she like.. briefly briefly only.. so we made v little changes. then now she got time to go thru our 2nd draft.. she drowns it in red ink and guess what. 3rd draft to be in by wednesday lah.
so now what?? u want us to study for promos and say PW will stand down but you're pressurizing us to hand in PW stuff? rubbish okay. there is so much more to pw that could make me cry lah. i'm just too tired to write everything down.
i'm just so sick of the same things everyday. so. so. sick.
sigh. i'm so sorry. so so sorry... i shld've just let nature take its course.... but i guess i should be content that once upon a time you walked into my life..

and slipped out...

haha... realli tired now. wanna sleep but gotta do research for GP lah. oh wellx. hmm.. mr ling was there too. woke up at like 7.30am.. went church at 815 for badminton tournament. when i called cor she was like... "huh i just woke up". haha. so waited lor. then she came. played wif her. got thrown out when i played wif sin chee. haha... lost to him 15-10. haha... not enuff hand power. yupx... then played wif the kiddos.. sat around. then 8 of us stayed to play awhile more.. zhaoming tim tim hanwei guonian jansen shengwei (is that his name? forgot) and i. haha.. trashed zhaoming 21-1! what a score! won both tims too. but when it came to hanwei... wah... peng liao. tired plus he's good! yah. then left around 330pm. haha. so hungry and suddenly had such a terrible headache i tot i was gonna die. quickly went home bathe.. eat duck rice that dad da bao and now i'm here. feel much much betta. later got jyc meeting somemore. oh wellx.
one more day of rest lor. sigh. how sad. yesterday went out... get some stuff. then went church to study. adriel pet shaun were there. haha... started at 7pm after eating dinner. by the time it was 10 plus... adriel and i were like.. lying on the benches with our notes covering our faces. *zonked* in the end waited for dad and mum and left church at like... 1115 lah. tired. went home bathe read a lil of the chinese book and plonked into bed. tak boleh tahan!

...yawn....

how time flies... its thursday already. oh wellx...
can say that dis week my studying productivity is v v much lower than expected lah. haha... keep falling asleep. hmmz... last nite was up.. doin integration 1 and reading that silly chinese book till 1.30am.. yeah... then went to sleep. dis morn studied a lil and that's it! oh man. gotta buck up!
just received GP homework. goodness. goodness. and its titled what... "sept 2004 holiday homejoy :) " by mr ling kin yew. sigh.
term 4 gonna start real real soon... and this term is gonna be super long lah. like.. 1 month longer than the rest! oh God! you must give me strength before i collaspe and die! *screams towards the heavens*

how wonderful life is...
now i'm in MJ...
(sorry ewan mcgregor for thwarting your beautiful song)

just came back from raffles city... haha.. was so close to jubilee and all da memories just came baq. went hisatomo to eat... "celebrate" grandma's bdae. rather nice lahx. was so farnie at ACTS shop next to hisatomo.. manhong and i were like.. laughing and laughing.. haha. *touch-screen*
aniwaes... today woke up at 9am. yeah.. then ate breakfast while watching worst case scenario. learnt what to do in a lift that is plunging down.
1. hold the handrail tightly wif one hand
2. lean against a flat face of the lift and "stick" your palm on the flat face
3. bend your knees and look away from glass that might shatter

.......plunge........

yupx... then studied... slowly shifted from my table to my lovely bed wif my integration notes... and there... i plunged... into sleep. that was like 1pm. woke up at 2.30.. mum bought KFC back. haha... woke up and ate... yum yum. then con't studying. yupx. then went hisatomo.

serious musical hangovers

i'm like.. so sad that musical's over lah.. so fast its over! i'm currently suffering from musical hangovers... at 245 i looked at the clock and was like thinking.. yest at dis time what i was doing....
good afternoon sir/mdm
how many seats do you need
this way please
haha.. was just so exciting lah. haha... super fun. but my feet hurts lor. from walking in heels the whole 2 days. need pedicure. haha. had a great time lah. the kids were so so cute! and the musical like... toi buay sian one.. i watched it so many times still not sick. and agogo boy is sick. haha... laid in bed like a potato whole day lah. okay... divert from musical now..
slept till 930am today... so shuang... then went beach wif mum and danny... cycled.. then ate laksa there. havent eaten laksa in like... 5 years lor. haha i'm serious. came home slept awhile more. studied. watched tv. yupx. hafta cont mugging later lah.
musical rox. totally. :)
i miss it already man.

its not what you do
but who you are
... you're just not it...

oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness!!!! i passed chem test! yaay! thank God! was like so unexpected lah. wah. 3rd in class! but like i said.. its always a one-off thing....
after finish the test that saturday i was like... so dead and sad lah. like.. totally goner fail. i was like.. expecting to see my name up there as the lowest in standard or something. i'm still in shock now. *pause*
yes. know what MJ chem dept does? after each test they'll pin up the entire cohorts' results on the chem notice board. your ranking... your marks.. everything. its like so paiseh and demoralising lah. what to do? they like what...
hmmz... musical! tomorrow! yaay. looking forward manx. :) so exciting...
kk realli gtg mug for SPA later. cya...
hope maths test tmr faster pass.. and make up lect faster pass... and cca faster pass... then comes.....
MUSICAL!!!!! :)

wah.. had such a long day yest. was out... then was so despo for white top! long story lahx. in de end bought from dis fashion. thanks fel! yupx...
7pm was at jubilee till 11pm lor!but was realli fun lah. laughing and all. haha. goodness. so tired now. tmr got chem and bio spa and maths test on saturday. haha... got baq bio results today. thank God i passed lor! like... haven't passed a test in such a long long time. got 27/30. yaay. but its always a one-off thing lah. gah.
aniwaes... realli realli lookin forward to musical on saturday lor! so exciting.. haha... :)... guess all the preparations and rehearsals and everything else got me excited lah. so cute. alritez. gotta go eat dinner and cont' studying. bleah. next time i blog will be after the musical. so... haha..
cya babes...