i'll just fall back for now
and let my emotions overwhelm me

i'm now in school... doing research for my GP essay. is tolerance always a virtue? *thinks hard*

aniwaes. was at people's park centre doin CIP on saturday nite. yeah. reached home arnd 11 plus after eating 100-year-old egg porridge and chickin wings wif wenfeng @ chinatown. was dead tired. went church on sunday as usual.. met caroline and keith.. haha. everything went rather well till.. hmms...

tolerance is the virtue of the man without convictions --- gilbert k. chesterton

man the library aunty is like.. chasing us?... keke... till later... love ya all :)

tomorrow is a public hol so i'm feelin rather happy now :) hi all!! *waves*

hmm.. dis week was rather... soso lah. monday had to go sch at 0730 for maths test.. got back results today. thank God i passed man. 9/24 people passed. phew. but according to trend observed over the years.. the first test will alwaes b the best. and after that it'll go downhill all the way.. with very occasional surprises here and there to sprinkle that little bit of joy.

now for GP all o us hafta carry a book to read everyday. and i finished my first book titled "the sisterhood of the travelling pants" yes. haha... weird title but.. hmm.. as usual there are alwaes things u can learn. currently reading les miserables. borrowed it yesterday and i'm halfway through the 305 page book :) the story is.. exciting.. and heartwarming as of now. havent watched the film btw.

danny boi came back.. with his water bottle strap dislocated (dislocated?) from the bottle.. and he said it always gets tangled up and all so he took it out. then i was asking him..
"but if u take it out then how u carry it during recess?"
"carry lah!"
"but when u buy food and have to hold your plate leh?"
"put with my gang lah!"
GANG. GANG!! haha!! fancy a primary one boy talking about his gang! i was so shocked to hear such stuff lah. he's doin hw now..

on monday when i woke up was so tired.. the nite before was studying for the maths test and i was panicking.. somewhat. i could do the vectors tutorial!! but that nite when i attempted the TYS... gosh i cldn't get a full question right. i was so... what's goin on man... so back to the topic. woke up groggy. and on my bed when my dad shook me up.. the first thought that ran through my mind was ... the tiredness is overwhelming... and i wanted to cry man. got up did the usuals.. sat down to pop some stuff into my stomach.. switched on my hp.. surprisingly.. 1 message received. read. from princess.
many things about tomorrow
i dont seem to understand
but i know who holds the future
and i know He holds my hand
the moment i read it i was gonna cry lah. the words meant so much... and i was so touched.. yeah. and it made my day... and week... so much brighter.. and got another realli encouraging n inspiring msg from her the next morning too. it made my day too. and the realli coincidental (?) thing was that.. both times she sent it the nite b4.. but it was like.. 1 minute after i switched off my phone so i onli saw it the next morn. i guess God must have timed it man. cos the effect wont b as great. yup. so from the bottom of my heart... thank you pet

last nite got a msg from selene too. thanks loads man!! gave me abit more energy for today ;) *love ya*

gotta try ketchup wif tutorials dis weekend. hmm.. well... thanks all for ur support!! *yaay*

right. it has been some.. 12 days since i last entered. hmms. been so so busy since school started.. rushing for homework.. preparing for tests... and SPA.. blabla.
in school now. waitin for xueli to finish her dreaded survey. haha... aniwaes its wenfeng's burfdae today so juz wanna wish her a very happy burfdae!!!

school starts at 9am on monday and tues IF AND ONLY IF people dun start getting muddle-headed again and ask us come back early. yah. which is rather good but a risky source of joy.

went for FL comm retreat last fri n sat n my brains were sapped. nth much to say.. realli

shine came to crash MJ ytd. but i feel so horrible cos i din getta talk to her!! only like.. "hi and oh!" argh. so sorry shine. come crash again kay? then i can redeem myself :)

alot of things happening.. yeah.. but its oweis revolving arnd the same few thingys. school.. commitments... church.. friends... family..

aniwaes. haha... danny boi's been a rather good primary one-er to start wif!! he wasn't and isn't like jittery... or crying or anithing. mum said he's independent. haha. he like no worries liddat. come home put down bag run out play awhile come back dinner. pack bag sleep. like. wow. *envious* but yeah... haha... he's been eating sausages for quite awhile... kids like familiarity aniwae. but ytd he said he ate marcaroni. haha.. soon it'll be chick rice and mee rebus!!

its just the 2nd week of school so i'm not exactly super tired or sick of routines... but neither am i charged up or sth. but i know that by the time june comes... i just mite be crawling from place to place. ok ppl in da library r discussing about BENZENE RING and ALKENES and... gosh. had my chem test ytd and it wasn't exactly good. Bio spa was so so. hmph. and like now we have to PLAN experiments?! ok.

cheers to all reading dis. not knowing when i'll come update again. sorry peeps for the great delay :) love ya all :)

overused and abused relationships. what for??

here i stand
forever in your mighty hand
living with your promise
written on my heart

such a cold day!! my alarm rang at 650 and i kept prolonging waking up till 720 when dad came storming into my room.. sigh tmr that'll happen at like.. 610?? ahh. how on earth am i gonna wake up at that unearthly hour man! alrite. sigh. *screams*

i am yours
devoted wholly to you
you set me in your family
calling me your own

daniel's preparing for his big day tmr. 1st day in st. hilda's primary school. my alma mater. haha.. 2B pencil... colour pencils.. and now he's dashing arnd in his green PE house tee. haha. big boy eh. *dashes off again*

now i, i belong to you
all i need, your spirit your word your truth
hear my cry, my deep desire
to know you more

and tmr. me. first day of schooling in 2005. argh. LORD I NEED EXTRA STRENGTH THIS YEAR!!! (screams to the heavens) gosh even God thinks i'm pitiful He's crying for me. i really think i'll go mad studying for As. all that horrible chemistry is driving me crazy. ahh!! ok.

in your name
i will lift my hands to the king
this anthem of praise i bring
heaven knows
i long to love you with all i am
i belong to you

wishing all you lovely peeps out there a blessed 2005 :)

specially for u deb:
we've all been troubled by what's happening eh. and all that horrible confusing contradictions. whatever u decide to do wif da matter.. i'm behind u kay :) no matter what. just make sure that wateva ur decision is... go way out to get it done. juz b frank n u'll not regret it. but like i said b ready for whatever happens kay? if the result is nasty.. oh well. u know hu's prob at fault. school's starting.. may u haf a fruitful and great year ahead!! i'll always love ya. dis song is real popular. but i'm sure it'll travel from my heart.. to yours.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember