dis whole week was rather slack. cos today is MJ's opening ceremony... yeah.. so weds had sch till 10 plus... den ytd n today no sch.. *yaay* but i did stardee okay. n did homework.

aniwaes. mom was rather high today.. *hahahs*.. did many farnie things that got both of us laughin like mad. was sitting there both of us.. watching teevee n eating our lunch. she was drinking her coffee. n beside her was this sprayspray thing.. (u know the thingy that they use to spray the clothes before they iron it).. yah that thing. we were complaining about the drought and the heat. then she suddenly picked up da sprayspray, aimed da thing at her mouth, and sprayed. into her mouth. i look at her and.. mom? and she did it another 2 more times. and we started laughing. mom oh mom!!

tmr got worship prac at 1430hrs. was supposed to be tonite but poor mr ling got to b at school for OC till 11pm. mayb i'll stay back awhile after that to study.. still contemplating *hmms*

the weather's realli killing me. the heat's getting into my bones every minute. *perspiring again* argh. God send rain!! one day the hilltop i walk through everyday's gonna catch fire. everything there.. the trees n grass are all golden brown. poor tings. maybe it'll suddenly BOOM up while i'm walking thru eh.

-gravity is not the reason why people fall in love-

i really hate it

talking to so many peeps about mr one man band. thank u peeps... but i'm realli fine now... hahas... thanks for all ur advice n all... :) realli appreciate it joanne pet nattie selene deb cor n many more i guess!!

dis week has been rather... busy. ytd went church stardee wif abby for 2 hrs n went home. was so tired i fell asleep while stardeeing!! today went from 3 right till 7. 4 solid hours except for 2 mins where i popped 2 siew mais in. courtesy of bernie boo. managed to finish the book review on gulliver's travels... mindmap of transport in mammals... mindmap of transport in plants.. mindmap of nervous control.. feel so accomplished.. *yaay*

Suffering, You chose to stay
within the grip of death's dark way.
with one word, your awesome power
could have freed you that same hour.
but your agony led to victory
as you laid down your life for me.
knowing what would come through loss-
you chose to embrace the cross
to embrace the pain
to come forth as gold through suffering
to embrace the cross
jesus, you placed your life
in the father's loving hands
and his power was displayed
as perfected you were made
by embracing the cross.

suffering, i turn to you
seeking relief from what i'm going through
but your will, lord, not mine
will lead to deeper trust as you refine
please break me, and remake me
so your glory they will see
knowing what comes throught this loss-
i choose to embrace the cross
to embrace the pain
to come forth as gold through suffering
to embrace the cross
i place my life
in my father's loving hands
may his power be displayed
as more like you i am made
by embracing the cross

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
to all those in touche.. there's a meeting this sunday right after FL at about 11am. please spread... n i mean spread not juz tink it then 4get it... to those arnd u k! thank u peeps :)


alrite. the onli reason y i'm online at dis unearthly hour is because i gotta do some research thingy.. find resources for primary sch kids cos of my cca. hmph. aniwae. had bio spa today. much to the surprise of many... haha.. and a chem test tomorrow!! i'm so gonna die.

but nevertheless...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

to all of ya reading dis.... happy v day tho by the time u see it it'll be.. post v day.right. but yeah juz wanna thank each n every one of u reading this.. for everything u've done in anyway. yupx!! *yaay* there's so much love in the air.. can u feel it?

on saturday while i was stardeeing @ church... found an angpao on the floor. at first i thot it'll be empty for sure so i didn't go pick it up or anithing. but after awhile i thot.. if the angpao was empty, it'll prob b realli light and the wind would have blown it away.. *looks at the brown leaves rustling past on the ground* so i took it and TADA. 12 bucks. hahah.... but ... but... after thinking for awhile i've decided to give it as offertory on sunday. *scratches a mosquito bite* my conscience would be totally clear. and what's not mine will be taken away from me eventually in one way or another. so the 12 bucks will go into the offertory bag.

aniwae. on sunday. yest. sigh. so and so came n bleah. orite my mood was totally spoiled lah. but good thing his comments came after our worship not after our prac. joanne deb pet and some others wld know what 'm talkin abt. btw.. thanks joanne for all that comfort and for taggin *yaay* and deb pet cheer up kay *winks*

danny made me a v day card during his art lesson today. so cute right.. haha..

i dream
i can run like the wind
and be strong
when my heart juz wants to give in
i dream
i can be
the hero that's in me
i dream
i dream

*shakes myself out of reverie* ... back to HALOGEN DERIVATIVES...

went church to do homework today. managed to finish bio essay *yaay* and maths. hmms. sat there from 4 to 6 plus.. yup.

had worship prac last nite. and dis time its 6 peeps in da team onli. haha... joanne had to play for both services so i had to play the main. hmms. kinyew pet deb daphne lawrence me. hahaha.... yes. aniwae. dis sunday i was supposed to be at 3 places at one time lor. playing for cm, playing for fl and supervising ushering. but ohwell.

i'm so gonna die for tues chem test. seriously. sigh. ORGANIC CHEM!! argh.

what's not mine
will be eventually taken away
so i'd rather give it up
than hafta see you
turn around and walk away

i've juz finished watching a clip and it mm... has great impact. http://www.cryofthespirit.com/interview.html
go see it people.. got it from deb's blog btw.. yup

i typed in a realli long convo about the above webby. but the silly thing!! argh... nvm..

ok had a realli realli great family boilboat (why do people keep calling it steamboat??) haha.. had like... 20 varieties to BOIL :) so full now. *feels bloated*

today went school for 1 hr 15 mins... juz for celebration and we were dismissed. the performance in the LT was not bad i must say.. rather entertaining... ahhah... yup. after that decided to go back sec sch wif linda meijie shima yus eric yux... saw some teachers... but alot were gone alr... so sad. saw mrs low.. miss irene poh.. same as ever.. mr chua.. that's about it man. met mom n danny at st hildas then went home. read a lil of gulliver's travels then fell asleep. haha. then had boilboat. yummy.

tmr setting off to bainian n collect red packs. happy? or not? hmm... happy lah i hope. but the crazy thing is... i got chem test on the 15th!! ahh... and its like... ALL THE TOPICS ON ORGANIC CHEM?! all the silly reactions and how to prepare them and all the reagents n conditions tt we hafta memorise... n deduce all the structural formulas!! tink i'll hafta bring notes to bainian man... (the A4 size notes. not the ones wif yusof's head)..

-forever love-

those who allow the spirit of christ to be seen in them are an antidote to the opinion that "God is Dead." their happiness and tears become a quiet showcase for the love, and joy, and peace of a God who is alive and reaching out to others through His people. No one does this perfectly. but few things are needed more than imperfect, troubled, grateful people who are growing in their willingness to let christ live through them.
how can we come to that surrender? we can begin by watching jesus our lord move through the garden of gethsemane to the center page of human history. on the way he groans, "nevertheless, not my will but yours be done." then in the middle of a howling mob, on a hill outside the walls of jerusalem, he willingly endured the eternal weight of our sin and death- for us.

hi all :) seems a long while since i wrote something here. haha... orite. rather busy wif school as usual.. tutorials and preparing for tests and all. yah. had chem SPA yesterday.. (thanks nattie for ur tips) and i would say it went okay. rather good i hope. did a trial the nite before and i finished the SPA 15 minutes before time up. yup. thank God!! :)

got back my maths mini class test today. so horrible man! i was so so careless. lost 3 marks because i missed out the square root sign= answers wrong. argh. could have done better but oh well.

life hasn't been easy. hmm today everyone at school was so tired we were like... so silent and mr eric chua asked "why today ur class so serious?" haha yeah. looking forward to next week cos its a realli short week :) plus the red packs i'm gonna get :) :) but... as usual... there'll be those people.. who have to say something negative.. as always so.. hmph.

i'm getting sick of u. realli.
if i could make a simple request
your pride has hurt me but u dont know it
could u like... show abit more interest in our f*i*n*s*ip?
all your ways and everything else
i know u haf lots of friends out there
why
but does this one mean anything to u?
why cant i see in you the qualities that others so brag about
its my fault so i cant blame u.. but
what makes u treat me differently
you made me think everything's okay

right. yes. be strong cor. have faith yeah.. no matter what happens i'll alwaes b here for u :) take care n dun compromise ur health (like i said before). God's holding everyone in ur family up in love. take courage...

*sometimes people should realli read between the lines*