I AM FINALLY FREE!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahh!!!!! oh what the joy! oh the laughter bring on the smiles :D hahahha...... today is the day i have been waiting for. after going thru so much... its finally over :) today is the last day i put on the blue uniform.. pinned the badge on. oh what memories.
and of course, i have lots to say. so much that i am certain i'll forget many things. when was the last time u peeps read sth new here man. 15 oct? that's like... more than a month ago. derelict as my blog has become.. hmm.. i've been online and checking on my tagboard tho not updating. and without further ado (u spell it liddat?) i shall start....
one. thank you to the family.
dad- for understanding. those stressed days realli got to me and sometimes i realli just didn't wanna respond to anything u were saying. and for sending me to school for the last half of this year.. for waking up to prepare breakfast for me.
mom- thank u for that ginseng soup that u double-boiled at made me drink at 1030pm.. which got me all perked up i couldn't sleep and had terrible dreams :) hahha no lah. but thanks for the effort. (wait a min. none of them reads this!)
adriel- for lending me your calculator throughout my As.
daniel (?)- for praying for jiejie.
two. a dedication to the 7 wanderers. (turn up the volume now. this song goes out to all of you)
xueli. wenfeng. mengyang. weeling. chuwen. jeremy. you people are the ones who made my jc experience that much more interesting. the tutorials... SPAs... tests (which we never failed to fail).. revision programmes.. muggings.. always make me tink that these 2 years aren't worth remembering. but u guys... ROCk :) 7 is a BIG group no doubt... but i enjoyed everyone's company so much :) who knows what we'll become. mengyang and jeremy will be off to shave their heads... the girls.. relaxing first before goin uni.. the road ahead is long. but one day we'll look back and know..
that as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be friends forever
jeremy: i owe u so much! all those times i had to call u/sms u/consult u over msn because of my lan4 bio and chem. and u being there to help me... ur willingness to help me improve is something i'll always remember :) thank u from the bottom of my heart! and we all know u hate the army.. haha.. you'll survive it! and come out tanned and macho! haha tink i'll still be able to recognise u if i meet u on the streets one day. but anyhow.. thank you :)
weeling: the mathematician!!! haha thanks so much for helping me in maths when i needed it :) i'll always remember you and *ahem*neo*ahem* :D hahahha u rock lah. a great pity i onli got to know u in the later half of this year... but its better than nothing at all ain't it! and yes.. i'll never forget your endless teasing abt me and that super talented singer. thanks a bunch!
mengyang: haha what can i say man. these 2 years that i've known you... hmm.. clever but humble. and yes. next time u rub your eyes... dun use your palm! use ur fingers man! its scary... hahah... aniwaes. you're always so considerate.. and honest (i'm not being sarcastic okay)... and treat ur doggie better! dun keep slapping him (her/it?) haha i'll definitely miss u.
chuwen: you and your superb drawing skills o rich gal with a pool table! your drawings never fail to amaze me!! i can't draw for nits and nuts as u know- told u the curtain i was trying to draw ended up looking like a tree trunk according to my bro right? haha. thanks for all those drawings. and yeah. you're the most considerate person among the 7 of us! be it throwing away the rubbish we pretended not to see.. or making space for an old woman in the bus... (hey i noticed all of that okay)... u always get my respect! jiayou babe :) and dun be so hooked onto naruto lah.
wenfeng: hey! weng fang! hahah... the one who loves cute stuff and adores doraemon?! haha... i'll definitely not forget u lah. confirm one. aniwaes. i guess in the group you're the most sensitive to others' feelings... and 'm very appreciative of that :) yupyup. u probably know each of our characters outside in! jiayou in whatever u do and oh yeah... RESIST! ;)
xueli: hahaha.... aiyo i dunno where to start. we laughed so much together.. and poked fun at each other so much and so frequently i realli can't specifically remember anyone! and yes. your lameness is second to dear chuwens!! but the lemon joke was realli farnie it got us rolling lah. haha... dun be so shy next time okay? find another excuse!! hahahah.... love you tweety!! and oh yes. thank u so much for that dedication over national radio 933fm that tuesday night!! haha... so touched :) i'm waiting for ur write-in yeah?
three. my church buddies.
all your smses and well wishes before the exams meant so much to me... each and everyone of them. and i'm terribly sorry if my attitude at some point of time was appalling.. the stress days got to me like never before. haha i'm so tempted to mention names here. but in order to not create any misunderstandings... i wanna thank EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U READIN THIS. (majority of whom are currently at vbc...) realli. from the bottom of my heart. thank you.
four. the fragility of life.
many times since i last posted i was reminded of the fragility of life. how one day we could be living and the next day face the Book of Life. sigh. no one chooses to take this to heart.. why?... because week after week we see each other... say the same things.. so naturally its assumed that "i'll see you next sunday :)" but a saddening truth dawned on me one monday night when certain preparations made on a sunday morning came to naught the next day.
five. the trauma.
i've gone thru so much since i last posted.. and the As have killed me. the studying done everyday for 5 6 7 8 9 10 hours drove me crazy. but one of the greatest trauma i went thru-and which i will never forget- is the nightmare i had that night not too long ago. the dream still lingers in my head. and everyting is crystal clear. what did i dream.. u ask. to put it very simply.. i dreamt that i missed my chemistry afternoon paper. do u go chey? but let me tell u. it isn't that kinda dream that u get up, check the entry proof for the 101th time and go back to bed. neither was it the kind that u wake up, wipe off the sweat, stabilise ur breathing, and fall back to sleep. the dream was scarily detailed. and everything-literally everyting from the living to the non-living was against me turning up for the paper. and in my dream when i reached the exam venue only to see my fellow schoolmates walking outta the hall.. i just slumped down and cried. and the last words i said in my dream were "i'm not going to talk to daddy anymore". following that i woke up. was startled. surprised at such a dream. breathing heavily. i stared at the ceiling and after fifteen minutes found myself crying for much longer after that. i prayed. and after what seemed like eternity i fell back to sleep. it was thundering and pouring that night and for the first time in my life.. i felt fear engulf me.
six. the end.
a chapter in my life has passed.. faster than you could imagine. 2 years. is not a very long time. and all the experiences gathered from everywhere.. that i'll never forget. from the friendships i so yearned to get back.. to the surprises that God brought into my life. thank you Lord. for all the songs u brought to me.. for speaking to me.. and for simply hearing my prayer.
i'll sing to you Lord
a hymn of love
for your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all
hahahahh!!!!! oh what the joy! oh the laughter bring on the smiles :D hahahha...... today is the day i have been waiting for. after going thru so much... its finally over :) today is the last day i put on the blue uniform.. pinned the badge on. oh what memories.
and of course, i have lots to say. so much that i am certain i'll forget many things. when was the last time u peeps read sth new here man. 15 oct? that's like... more than a month ago. derelict as my blog has become.. hmm.. i've been online and checking on my tagboard tho not updating. and without further ado (u spell it liddat?) i shall start....
one. thank you to the family.
dad- for understanding. those stressed days realli got to me and sometimes i realli just didn't wanna respond to anything u were saying. and for sending me to school for the last half of this year.. for waking up to prepare breakfast for me.
mom- thank u for that ginseng soup that u double-boiled at made me drink at 1030pm.. which got me all perked up i couldn't sleep and had terrible dreams :) hahha no lah. but thanks for the effort. (wait a min. none of them reads this!)
adriel- for lending me your calculator throughout my As.
daniel (?)- for praying for jiejie.
two. a dedication to the 7 wanderers. (turn up the volume now. this song goes out to all of you)
xueli. wenfeng. mengyang. weeling. chuwen. jeremy. you people are the ones who made my jc experience that much more interesting. the tutorials... SPAs... tests (which we never failed to fail).. revision programmes.. muggings.. always make me tink that these 2 years aren't worth remembering. but u guys... ROCk :) 7 is a BIG group no doubt... but i enjoyed everyone's company so much :) who knows what we'll become. mengyang and jeremy will be off to shave their heads... the girls.. relaxing first before goin uni.. the road ahead is long. but one day we'll look back and know..
that as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be friends forever
jeremy: i owe u so much! all those times i had to call u/sms u/consult u over msn because of my lan4 bio and chem. and u being there to help me... ur willingness to help me improve is something i'll always remember :) thank u from the bottom of my heart! and we all know u hate the army.. haha.. you'll survive it! and come out tanned and macho! haha tink i'll still be able to recognise u if i meet u on the streets one day. but anyhow.. thank you :)
weeling: the mathematician!!! haha thanks so much for helping me in maths when i needed it :) i'll always remember you and *ahem*neo*ahem* :D hahahha u rock lah. a great pity i onli got to know u in the later half of this year... but its better than nothing at all ain't it! and yes.. i'll never forget your endless teasing abt me and that super talented singer. thanks a bunch!
mengyang: haha what can i say man. these 2 years that i've known you... hmm.. clever but humble. and yes. next time u rub your eyes... dun use your palm! use ur fingers man! its scary... hahah... aniwaes. you're always so considerate.. and honest (i'm not being sarcastic okay)... and treat ur doggie better! dun keep slapping him (her/it?) haha i'll definitely miss u.
chuwen: you and your superb drawing skills o rich gal with a pool table! your drawings never fail to amaze me!! i can't draw for nits and nuts as u know- told u the curtain i was trying to draw ended up looking like a tree trunk according to my bro right? haha. thanks for all those drawings. and yeah. you're the most considerate person among the 7 of us! be it throwing away the rubbish we pretended not to see.. or making space for an old woman in the bus... (hey i noticed all of that okay)... u always get my respect! jiayou babe :) and dun be so hooked onto naruto lah.
wenfeng: hey! weng fang! hahah... the one who loves cute stuff and adores doraemon?! haha... i'll definitely not forget u lah. confirm one. aniwaes. i guess in the group you're the most sensitive to others' feelings... and 'm very appreciative of that :) yupyup. u probably know each of our characters outside in! jiayou in whatever u do and oh yeah... RESIST! ;)
xueli: hahaha.... aiyo i dunno where to start. we laughed so much together.. and poked fun at each other so much and so frequently i realli can't specifically remember anyone! and yes. your lameness is second to dear chuwens!! but the lemon joke was realli farnie it got us rolling lah. haha... dun be so shy next time okay? find another excuse!! hahahah.... love you tweety!! and oh yes. thank u so much for that dedication over national radio 933fm that tuesday night!! haha... so touched :) i'm waiting for ur write-in yeah?
three. my church buddies.
all your smses and well wishes before the exams meant so much to me... each and everyone of them. and i'm terribly sorry if my attitude at some point of time was appalling.. the stress days got to me like never before. haha i'm so tempted to mention names here. but in order to not create any misunderstandings... i wanna thank EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U READIN THIS. (majority of whom are currently at vbc...) realli. from the bottom of my heart. thank you.
four. the fragility of life.
many times since i last posted i was reminded of the fragility of life. how one day we could be living and the next day face the Book of Life. sigh. no one chooses to take this to heart.. why?... because week after week we see each other... say the same things.. so naturally its assumed that "i'll see you next sunday :)" but a saddening truth dawned on me one monday night when certain preparations made on a sunday morning came to naught the next day.
five. the trauma.
i've gone thru so much since i last posted.. and the As have killed me. the studying done everyday for 5 6 7 8 9 10 hours drove me crazy. but one of the greatest trauma i went thru-and which i will never forget- is the nightmare i had that night not too long ago. the dream still lingers in my head. and everyting is crystal clear. what did i dream.. u ask. to put it very simply.. i dreamt that i missed my chemistry afternoon paper. do u go chey? but let me tell u. it isn't that kinda dream that u get up, check the entry proof for the 101th time and go back to bed. neither was it the kind that u wake up, wipe off the sweat, stabilise ur breathing, and fall back to sleep. the dream was scarily detailed. and everything-literally everyting from the living to the non-living was against me turning up for the paper. and in my dream when i reached the exam venue only to see my fellow schoolmates walking outta the hall.. i just slumped down and cried. and the last words i said in my dream were "i'm not going to talk to daddy anymore". following that i woke up. was startled. surprised at such a dream. breathing heavily. i stared at the ceiling and after fifteen minutes found myself crying for much longer after that. i prayed. and after what seemed like eternity i fell back to sleep. it was thundering and pouring that night and for the first time in my life.. i felt fear engulf me.
six. the end.
a chapter in my life has passed.. faster than you could imagine. 2 years. is not a very long time. and all the experiences gathered from everywhere.. that i'll never forget. from the friendships i so yearned to get back.. to the surprises that God brought into my life. thank you Lord. for all the songs u brought to me.. for speaking to me.. and for simply hearing my prayer.
i'll sing to you Lord
a hymn of love
for your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all
