hello, friends. happy chinese new year one and all :)

well well. i'm feeling better now, after all the emo-ing the first two days they were gone. at the third day i was like, NO cannot emo any longer, or i'll just miss all my deadlines and i wouldn't be able to study blabla. so, yes, i'm fine now :)

life's been pretty okay, normal i guess. haha everytime during yam sharing grp time we'll go round and say our week's ups and downs. and i'll always be like. normal lor. perhaps there really were ups and downs, just that i forget things too easily. but forgetting helps alot.

i still haf got many people to survey, for my ss term paper that's due on the 26th. was surveying some of my relatives just now haha what to do. nothing to be done.

first day of cny is always the same. go to dad's mom's place for lunch, hang around, then head to greatgrandma's oldfolkshome, then to mum's mum's place for dinner and then go home. greatgrandma is really old and thin now, getting thinner and smaller every year we go see her. but she's strong man, to live healthily till sucha old age. but her hearing's gone. and its actually really depressing to see her like that, not really communicating. mom says she doesn't wanna live till so old. as long as she's of no more use on earth, she wants to be in heaven. same goes for me.

alright i've gotta go study psy now. LOTS to study :(

what exactly is this feeling you get
when both your closest friends
fly off 24 hours from each other

we don't need to wave goodbye
this is not our final song
even though in our sadness
tears may fall

ALRIGHT, FRIENDS.

i havent had alot of time to do my readings i'm dead :( the module on singapore society, the readings are SUPER LONG like font size 7 kind i wanna die already lah. plus my socio of work one, its piling up terribly.

SIGH

went to the airport after church with guonian gavin lingnah edlyn lynette selene daniellam to see siqi + charis off to thailand, mission trip :) then lunch without ed and sel at sakae sushi. was super famished, lynette and i. had a beef ramen. to our surprise, there were a grand total of 3 seperate gatherings at sakae, all of which are bmc infested. FFG was having their farewell for joanneT, pet and jake were dunno doing what, and we were having lunch :)

*i'm praying for all of you PARTNER!

SINGAPORE LIONS ROARRRRR. haha we won the match against thailand on their homeground. well, but anyone could see that thailand is indeed a very very strong team man. the match was most nerve-wrecking. but, we emerged victorious in the end!

school tomorrow, 12-6 non stop. another big sigh.

thursday, graceK leaves
sunday, seleneC and graceT leaves
monday, deborahN leaves
______, sophieW leaves