have been having weird dreams lately. like HUH dreams. but sometimes amusing.

i gotta count/verify the amount of money collected after each FL service on sunday, as many of you would know. and last night i dreamt that there were STACKS and stacks of money, and there were like so many different currencies, so much so that it became a nightmare. there were stacks of rupiah, ringgit and whatever nots! and the thing is, i gotta count everything manually, no machines. so can you imagine?

and the funny thing was that i was rushing off to go to the airport, flying off on a mission trip. so i somehow asked charis to help me. partner came into the picture for awhile but she seemed to vanish shortly. and the weirdest part was that we had to count it on stage, while someone was trying to preach.

ripley's believe it or not

i dreamt of her last night & i miss her (& the rest of them) so much :(





down/out last night and would probably still be if not for her magical words
there's a goal at the end of the tunnel.

grit my teeth and slog, till the initial joy comes back, which i think will be soon.


when i handed in my papers today the lecturer smiled and asked "how?"
and i just smiled (& sighed, if he heard), and didn't say anything, and walked away.
feeling kinda stupid now for not saying anything i think i was just shocked that he asked me.

2 more tests then exams.