so, boss allowed me 2 hrs off yesterday to go for Adriel's POP. feels proud of him!

on another note. sometimes it still takes alot of strength, when people ask where i'm working, to tell them i have started work in a VWO. cos it means a few things:

1. pay is lower than what i could have gotten in a non-VWO place

2. you don't need to have alot alot of skills to work there

3. you're not really a professional, are you?

there's a part of me that wants to contribute in a different way, a non-vwo way. part of me wants to tell them i'm working in so and so a place and feel really proud about it. but i guess God has that in store for me somewhere down down down the line, just not now.

okay that was honest.

but that said, its not that i don't like working here. i think its one of the best places to start. my colleagues and boss is awesome, sometimes i feel like her daughter.

OKAY! next topic.

july's going to be one busy month. 3 weddings, one jayesslee concert, one lion king concert, one magicshow concert.

= BROKE. and next month is when hundreds of my salary will go to dad's pocket to repay uni fees.

GGxx.

"I like those scenes in the Bible where God stops people and asks them to build an altar... I think God wanted his people to build altars for their sake, something that would help them remember... "

"... We have to force ourselves to create these scenes... we have to get up off the couch and turn the television off... we have to put on our suits, we have to dance at weddings. We have to make altars."

Miller, D. A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, p213 & 214.

"i knew a story was calling me... and once you know what it takes to live a better story, you don't have a choice. not living a better story would be like deciding to die, deciding to walk around numb until you die, and it's not natural to want to die."

Miller, D. A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, p66.

universal studios is like a world of its own.

super happy, dream-landy, away from realism.

haha.

we took 84 kids out today and i very gungho-ly sat THE REVENGE OF THE MUMMY roller coaster. my goodness its crazy fast my stomach was flying. and we watched the shrek 4D show which was interesting haha :)

but after everything, i started getting headache x1 and had to cab home.

brain not working hence talking in random sentences.

but its 9.36pm and who sleeps at that time?

maybe i shall huh, for a change.

everyone's at church camp NOT FAIR. ah wells. don't complain don't complain. goodnight.